So, what have I'm been thinking about lately? Well, I want to be set apart, living this life for a reason, to have an abundant life. It all seems to happen so quickly, before you know there goes another year. This being my graduating year it's stressful with thoughts about next year and all things that I need to do in the next couple of months. High school goes by really fast, it seems just yesterday Mr. Wardrope was teaching us English and it seems that some of my older friends just graduated. It's insane, always cherish the friendships you have cause some day they might not be there anymore. I have so many possibilities of what next year could bring. Traveling, work, the whole going back to school idea. I dunno, to many options and I haven't figured out what God's plan is for me, and where He wants to use me. I want God to mold me, these days it feels that God doesn't have much say anymore. He does I know that, but I always need to be in control, think my own thoughts and do my own actions. I need to invite Him back into my life. It's been so long since I have really felt His presence near me. My life is so stress ful right now, with school and family affairs that I can't keep my focus on Him. I just can't see clearly right now, like I am blinded by life's road. Anyway, I'd thought I 'd up date you all. Peace, and blessings. Please pray for direction in my life.